A lot can happen in a week's time. No sooner do I sit down then change occurs yet again. The inevitability of change is both inviting and scary to me, especially thinking about it over the holidays when family and friends surround me holding trays of cookies and turkey. I try NOT to think of change; my grandmother's eventual death, people moving away, people getting divorces, the holidays ending. All the more reason to get lost in every little moment you can. I can be both good and bad at this. If it's not something I want to be doing I get lost in the thought of being somewhere else! Yes, that human nature thing that the grass is greener on the other side of the fence. I've gotten better at being content with the turf I'm on, even the crab grass.
I had to take a moment to write before getting going on my workday. I try not to do this just because it is work, the paramount reason I am able to do what I do outside of the place (IE recreation, buying food, ability to go to a doctor and not sell my car to do so). I've found taking things off my mind early in the day much better then going through the day with it. So there ya have it.
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